Christmas!

Celebrated Christmas last night with a yummyyyyyy dinner at Crystal Jade yesterday yay:D But we didn't do much today, except for badminton in the afternoon LOL hahah. k uh lets rewind. So yesterday woke up and found out that I was in 307'12. Isn't the official list but it'll make do for now. Besides Shermein and Guangyu I only know 4 others, 3 of which are my cca-mates:D awwman but our class isn't very enthu. I know some other class (303 i think?) soo super enthu create fb group blahblah:DD awwww sz and kai in other class :((( oh well merry xmas everyoneeeee^^

holidayyys

Haven't posted for quite some time. Well, what's there to post anyway LOL have been rotting at home every single day staring at the computer screen not doing anything. Watch TV, watch youtube vids...haiiii so boring. shuzhennnnn why do you have so many badminton trainings :( hurhur so sad :( Anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAILIN!!(: This is like 2 days late on my blog but whatever I sms-ed you already!! hahahahah must enjoy your hols k!! Sigh some things have been spinning in my mind recently, got me thinking. But I guess this will always be a reality so since nothing I do could change it, why bother?): ugh I know my attitude now is bad but it's 'cause i'm pissed so LOL as usual. Sigh this post is soo incoherent so buhbye I'm better off doing other stuffs like swimming or something but the weather is always bad so :(

:|

Ugh I'm so pissed right now. _____ are just too blinded by their authority.
Class dinner at swensons was kind of cliquey too no offence but yeah. Plus some people are just too judgemental. But it's still okay yeah :)

'cause you're my shooting star

YAY WE WON NETCARN 2011!!^^
heehee cheer got 3rd but we learnt it last minute so ah well:D Shooting 1st omg:D
Anyways, failed to get into PSB & SMP. Rather disppointed ughh sjhkjsfgkjhsfgkahfa. What to do for RS now?): I don't have any F1 team this year or normal RS team 'cause lucky ______ need not do RS anymore >:(  I seriously have no backup plan so now what. #realscrewed. okay short post bye shan't think about that also 'cause I'm sick like a cuckoo nowwwww
D':

You are just too rude, you think you know everything, when in reality you're not even one whom I talk too everyday, when in reality you're one whom I seldom talk to. So keep your comments to yourself.

:D

EYAs are overrrr! Thing of the past!! heheh:D
Piano results are out too(:
Watching something about casinos now^^ Feels so relaxed...quite boring at times though :P
On another note, it's really sad how the people you know became the people you knew :(

ARGH THIS IS SO ANNOYING 1 MARK TO DISTINCTION 2 YEARS FOR AMC STRAIGHT IN A ROW ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME?!! OMGOSH MY SKILLS =.=

Illumintation

i have to rant so i'm typing this. i will try not to offend anyone but as quoted from seeu si's tumblr,
"I wonder how hard the last point will be".
Firstly:
Rs is getting on my nerves.
1. _____ and ______ are not doing anything.
2. I'm doing most of the paperwork: scientific report plus presentation.
Secondly:
No one is willing to lend a hearing ear or whatever you call that. Except my parents. And that's really sad. Where are all my friends. 
Just when I long for you, you turned me down, thanks dear :'(

Nowadays, I question myself. Why do people do things like _______. I guess I'd never find out the answer anyhow, but it leads me to a conclusion that _____________________. I guess I better not write everything out here, shall do it on my private blog instead.
THATS THE BAD THING ABOUT A PUBLIC BLOG. ITS TOO PUBLIC TO POST ANYTHING THAT MAKES MORE SENSE.

oh gosh there's gonna be some works thing going on from 1:30am-4:00am at night at the mrt station gosh I think i can forget about sleeping. zzz. just watch my eyebags grow):

CSI
SL
PIANO EXAMM (!!)
#justkillmenow.
please don't make me commit suicide.
afgdioiboqc I can't take it anymore :(
perhaps i need a superhero after all.

Longggg Weekends(:

Haha this weekend has been rather eventful(:
So on Friday after school we went to visit my aunt who has came here for some business trip or something. Just ate dinner together and stuff yup. On Saturday stoned at home half the time, lying on bed ahaha then went to some mall in the late afternoon. bought jap bread<3 Sunday was as usual, piano and then swimming. monday went malaysia haha but didn't stay overnight heheh just did some shopping. tuesday csi! haha thanks rachel for the pizza and seeusi for the popcorn<3
ahahah that's about it. actually have many more stuff but heh i lazy post 'cause i posted on my private blog lol hahah. yeahhh and piano exam's coming zzz stressed): someone give me notes or tuition about aural pleaseeee):

You will never know...

haha this is so funny!(:

Joke of the Day AHAHA

haha see kailin's reaction:D
After assembly...
*Walking towards left door to exit*
Kai: Shouldn't we be exiting through the other (right) door?
        Ms Kamsir said must exit the way we enter and make her happy!
Me: HAHAHAH she means exiting quietly.

AHAHAHHAHHA kailin is so fail :P
:)

Its amazing how someone like you can do these. Expect me do what you wish to always while you yourself don't do so.

BIRTHDAYBIRTHDAY:D

This blogpost shall be a dedication to my awesome family and friends!(:
Haha although some won't see it but I know we have telepath and they can feel it ahaha^^
Firstly,
A big thank you goes out to:
FAMILYYYYYYYYY!(:
KAILIN, SHUZHEN, PANWEN, DENISE, CLARISSA!
for your special birthday wishes! Whether its by text or by mouth or by card or whatever!!
HAHA love you guys to bits<3
And also, awesome 208'11! for singing me a happy birthday song!<3
Secondly,
Another big thank you goes out to:
MOM&DAD: watch!!! +card!!!
BRO: pencilcase+tee+keychain!!! +card!!!
SHUZHEN/KAILIN/DENISE: shirts+fbts+pencilcase+milos hahahahah;D
PANWEN: the pretty keychainnn!!
haha thanks guys! i<3 you all too!
YAY AWESOME BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR except for the fact that i was sick awwww okayokay byes!
ps: have to start on history already! due on wednesday :( sad right! doing work on my birthday ahahah^^

pissed.

=.=

experiencing a weird throat. not looking good. all thanks to my bubble tea. me and my ideas. how am i supposed to do chinese oral on tuesday?

Everything has gone haywire

Work, Exams, Friendship, Family and whatnots

All these workload is tangling up the wires in my brains

I need time to sort things up

Fly Awayyyyy

HAHA YAY LIT IS FINALLY OVERRRRR:D heh but I screwed up the last question which costs a big bomb so...I would rather re-take it if I had the chance heheh. And this time, miraculously my I didn't rush so much(: Still have to do many many things today though it is after SA day but ahwell.. 

[Gonghan; Math Unit Summary; Jap Compo :0; Geog PT] 

And speaking of Geog PT I still have yet to finish my script =.= stoning in home since 12. Should start work now, Math Unit Summary first cause its a group thing don't wanna pull everyone down HAHA. Apparently my examples aren't good but I really can't think of any more. 

k this is so not the time to post...wonder how some people can mug from day till night and not feel a thing):

and apparently my ___________ is pretty unsuccessful. 

okay bye I think I better go off for some exercise.

Contemplating whether I should swim or jog..........

Lit SA is tmr and I failed FA. Have been studying today (yes I know its late), really hoping that it will not go to waste. Hope that I will at least get a pass with at least __________. For one thing, my jap can't be used to replace my lit like it did last year since it is pretty  horrible this year.
I don't want to disappoint my parents): which I already did for my FA):

Subject Combi

vvv torn): someone help me): 

(Y)

HAHA HAPPYHAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUZHEN!:D
okay i shall dedicate a blogpost to you yay, although it is like 1 day late.
okay so right, thanks for being my friend!! aww you awesome buff friendddddd xD We've been through alot together, even before this year when you met kailin ahaha. remember last year you used to carry me around in class ahaha though at first i was like...weird.
i can't exactly remember how we met. except that last year all you did during recess was to say that i was light and whatever and carry me around haha. LOL and this year you call me a stick uh-hummmm. im not a stick okay.
Would like to end off thanking you for your fb post! AWW SO SWEET!
HAHA okay you really made my day yay. Will pass you your present asap!! haha so sorry didnt give you on that day itself):

LOVE YOU AND KAILIN TO BITS LITERALLY:D

praying for the best.

when there was just me and you

haha i like tangguo<3 sooo prettaye:D and she's such a good dancer omg:DD hahahahaha.

lolol partly influenced by my pri sch friend ahaha. how's dance in your school? haha xD heh nothing much to say, just that ms ng's tumblr makes me hungryyyyyy): okay i should seriously go to sleep now. T.T sip's strangling me ahhhh. someone help me with the colour thing)): been snacking alot recently. yeah oh well. this post is so disjointed but it isn't as if i care HAHA. lollll alot people privated their blogs don't know why hmm should I private this too? food for thought. okay goodbyes:D

weekends

okay uhh weekends are very unproductive, as always. LOL i think its cause I dont feel any sense of urgency ahaha.
okay but i seriously need to finish sip experiment. the report is due in one week's time. shizz. #officiallyscrewed
okay somehow or rather I began liking that kind of symbols like those used on twitter haha.
yeah added fred perry bags on my blogshop and i think the bags are really cool. gonna get one for myself teeheehee. can't believe i am selling at only $13 while other blogshops are like selling at $18 :0 should I raise the price? hmm if response is good then $13 shall be it:D hohoho somehow doing blogshop stuff make my day haha. though i waste like tons of time on it. XD but it makes me feel satisfied oh well idk why also
ooh and i realized i like handicrafts. so next time when i grow up and have a house imma gonna dedicate a room for all my handicrafts and rubbish aha(:

Week3(:

hello world. decided to public this blog again. lol. cos i seldom update. have a private blog which i update more but not really much too. haha. does that even make sense. 

okay so week 3 was a rather hectic week hehe. i think everyone will agree lah haha. its like math and geog on wednesday, which is like such a horrible combination of exams but aiyah, what can we do. then mrs leslie told us on tuesday, that our oral pt was on wednesday/thursday. which freaked everyone out. like why tell us so late man omg. its like theres still math and geog ppa on wednesday): 

but luckily kailin has f1 ahaha. so right we are pushed to thursday slot. and i realized even 3rd lang can be used as an excuse. lol. i thought exams take presidence over everything except competitions. and oral pt caused me to miss exco'12 voting): ughhh. siannnn.

was the first group to go cause chandreyee's group went on wednesday. okay it seemed bad at first but aiyah, since have to do it anyway might as well go first and go back earlier. 

pt was okay-ish. guess i better not talk about it here cos like there are people doing next week so yup. presentation was okay but i totally forgotten all my memorized notes when i see the teachers so i was like ughhhh. so wasted): ya then Q&A was worse cos all i talked about was only 1 sentence. or 2. idkkkkk. and i don't want to know my marks omg. its like my question is so hard. okay maybe not so, but harder compared to the rest. but then you know right during the presentation, i was like so tensed up cos one of the teachers keep staring at me (or is it the slides?). yeah then i cant memorize all so i kept looking at my cue cards): then suddenly miss chan looked up omg. and both of them stared at me. omg omg. its like look left, look at cards, look right. don't even known where to look. so i panick-ed more and then ms chan gave me a smile. heheheheh. its like idk why but suddenly i relaxed? idk. but still screwed up a major portion of it cos yeah, i kept stumbling over my words omg. sobs sobs. and ykr when one of the teacher raised her hand up while i was talking, i thought what shes gonna ask me or something. then i was like ooh, the time. then aiyah omg so wasted i just stopped like completely ughhh

okay then i went home. 

but omg i cant find my house key and no one was at home so i had to freaking wait for 1 hour at the mrt station for my mom. and my bag is like so heavyyyy):

okay bye bye gtg eat dinner:D hbl tmr! but still have 3rd langggg):

History CBA

Screwed up. like i agree then all the points all super weird/wrong/insubstantial. Wrote the maria hertogh riot which practically left me with only 15min left for another 'agree' point and another 'disagree' point. and all the points are screwed up. like literally. and i didn't even finish my conclusion.

why.am.I.such.a.loser.

screw this. ): 

HOLIDAYS:D

The holidays are here lalala. okay i think i should stop going out every single day which is what I've been doing for this past week since the holidays started >:( hmph. 

Saturday: went to eat Macs as breakfast then went to do grocery shopping with my family. Didn't really do much actually, just tagged along yup.

Sunday: went to sungei buloh wetland reserve to stroll hahah. need entrance fee some more and still kenna bitten by mosquitoes :( but anyways, quite fun and enriching except the fact that it was raining halfway through, which means that we have to return to the visitors centre and couldn't complete the whole trail which as like 7km long): only walked like very little, then need to return. sadsad): then stayed in some teeny weeny library and flipped through their books there in the hope that the rain would stop and we could continue strolling but apparently, it didn't): so we went for dinner afterwards at some nearby coffee shop but it was awesome ttm(:

Monday: went to school for RS and to do a trial for my science project but both failedD: okay i tell you i was super depressed omg i could cry. okay im exaggerating a bit but you get the main idea. its like everything literally went.down.the.drain.

Tuesday: went for smo junior. it was as hard as usual. LOL. then went home before going out with my family minus my dad to yishun. think its called northpoint. yup then we went to the library for my bro to borrow his books. and yup, i didnt borrow any. too lazy ahaha(: then went to popular and my bro was reading some storybooks while i was busy stocking up on my stationaries heh. then my dad came after work and we ate dinner together! dinner for me was mainly some jap food. so was my bro's but then he didn't like his katsu so he exchanged his katsu with my teriyaki. heheheh but oh well! 

Wednesday: haha major day out with my family! dad took leave for this ahaha so nice right! watched kungfu panda 2! and its in 3D! wanted to watch the 2.45pm show but was almost fully booked so...the 4.45pm show(: yup was super fun and real and exciting! first time watching 3D show so it was quite a new experience for me(: wakakaka then originally wanted to go swimming but since we watched the later show there was no time and plus it was raining before, we decided not to go cos then it'll be super cold brrrrrr. >< then went to fairprice. then dinner. then home!

okay shall go eat lunch now. will post about thursday and friday soon!

xoxo,cheryl

DENTISTTTTTTT(:

OMG I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY NOW SO I SHALL TYPE IN CAPS. I PLUCKED OUT MY TOOTH OMG. YAY ME. IT WAS SO FREAKING PAIN, BUT I AM GLAD IT WAS ALL OVER. I HOPE I WOULD NEVER GET THE CHANCE TO PLUCK OUT ANY MORE TOOTH/TEETH. HAHA AND I AM SO GLAD CHANDREYEE IS BESIDE ME THEN I WOULD NOT BE A LONER SITTING I N CLASS WAITING FOR THE BLOOD TO STOP. RIGHT NOW WE ARE COMMUNICATING WITH LETTERS 'CAUSE I CANT TALKD: HAHA THANKS CHAN FOR STAYING BACK! I HOPE THE BLOOD STOPS SOON. IT'S REALY IRRITATING TTM): THEN I CAN GO HOME WITH CHANDREYEE(: BUT I DON'T THINK SO. ON A SLIGHT NOTE, WHAT'S WRONG WITH DENTISTS? THEY SAY THE BLOOD IS STOPPING RIGHT AFTER MY EXTRACTION, WHEN ITS LIKE STILL SO BLOODY?? OMGGGGGG): BUT ANYWAY, THIS TIME THE DENTIST WAS NICE(: AND MY MOUTH IS NUMB, BUT THE NUMBNESS IS STARTING TO GO AWAY YAY^^ BYES(:

Todayyyyyy (Y)

Today marked a change for the better. I am hoping that I could perhaps restore it back to its original state by this week. Today was considered okay. Quite good actually. Perhaps she didn't mean it, after all, don't we all make mistakes sometimes? I do, and I know I am partly the cause of what had happened recently. I should attempt to stop all these mood swings. I get them frequently, but I guess everyone does. It's just that we are maturing(: But, I should at least restraint myself from letting it all out during school time and on others. Perhaps I should just keep it to myself to keep it. Okay I will try(: So far today's been okay. Just that I keep digressing. Omg sometimes I just can't pull myself and my act together. I have 1 more exam than most others next wednesday. Shouldn't I all the more revise? I can't understand myself sometimes. I am annoyed with myself. Where has all my motivation gone? I can't frigging sit down to look at geog. I just can't. And I think I am not gonna take geog. History's a better choice for me(: And why am I digressing now? Isn't this disgressing at its glory?! I am pissed with myself. Somehow I just HAVE to on my comp. And start digressing. -.- I am screwed. I need my motivation back. Someone please give it back to me. 

Okay anyways, the jap store in sch has been opened. yeah its cheaper than outside but still...way above my budget. I dont think im ever gonna eat it. okay maybe once in a while. and kailin's nice during lunch cos she offered me a taste (?) of the jap food thing she'd bought:D thanks kai. appreciate it but i prefer not to steal your food ahahaha:P else i'd feel guilty much. hehe. okay byes.:D

I shall continue trying to restore it to its original state everyday. Today had been quite okay. But I want it to last everyday...(:

you made my day -.-

you made day yeah right. happy now?
to my _____
stop.
asking me and my bro about our school life
i know you just want to ask him about his hwk and stuff
and then you will always say "wah, ........"
i know what you are trying to drive at
that his sch curriculum is diff frm mine
that his pri sch teaches sec sch stuff
that he learns some things same as what i learn
i mean
i dont mind that he's in good sch program
i feel happy for him, really
but when others keep comparing us
i feel like crap, alright?